Pillar of life
For the past few days, am dwelling on a single thought; How it feels when you have someone to lean on ? Having someone not as a friend, but as the pillar of your life ? Someone who despite of all the miles between, is still with you and is your pillar of strength. I do not know how it feels when you have someone on whom you can rely for life and then sleep like a log..? so who is my pillar of strength ? or is that, i really do not have anyone whom i can call by this name? Unfortunately i do not have answer to any of these questions. If i see people around me , inner circle ones... undoubtedly they are the best people one can ever get in life , still i am unable to rely on them blindly. Am not saying that i do not trust them , i trust them with my life, still i do not feel that i can just lean on them and feel calm. Why is it so ? Is it wrong with them or with me ? Guess nothing is wrong with them, as they are really beaut...