My world My life

What am I supposed to do? As a student am supposed to study as my exams are goin .....! Being a final year student, am supposed to enjoy the very few days left in college with a zeal and max fun! As a daughter, am supposed to be the fresh wind for the family. As a sis, am supposed to be understanding. As a girl fren, am supposed to be loyal and dedicated. As a gud fren, am supposed to be, to be just myself. So which is the best job?? I guess " to be just myself…..follow my heart ". What u ppl say? By saying so am not demeaning the rest of the things and the roles one has to play in life, but yeah why doesn't each one want the same “just be yourself and live the life”. This thing clicked my mind, when few minutes back, I under certain circumstances asked my cute l'lle angel "What do u think….what am I supposed to do??" She closed her eyes for a moment and simply replied "Follow your heart and nothing else!!" . Everyone tries to...

Hey frens .... Today i gave the last viva of my life. It was the project viva.... and much much better than expected. (Thank GOD!!! :D ). I guess this was the best viva i have ever given after joining this college of mine. Well, this time i again tried my hands ....on prose ( or poetry.....??? dunn know what to call it? ). It's a very kiddish one and is here ........... Seconds are running in my clock leaving every moment me in a shock rising high, are the birds who lost their ways like the nerds still want to grab everything as if will be left with nothing once strangers, now good friens missed will be the ones all the shadows, all the sun inspite of odds, with whom i had fun. :-) This is for the few but very good friends of mine, the friendship with whom i will cherish life long.Thanks for being there with me....in all odds, in all evens.

Only few more days....... The countdown has begun.... It's all over now......and in a few days everything will vanish!!! People suggest to move on, as one has to live life ....but the going is getting tougher....as the time og leaving is approaching. Few moments back when i was talking to one of my school friends, i wanted to leave this place as soon as possible, but then when i was roaming in the campus with my college friends, i wanted the time to pause. It is strange, but i can't help it. Am feeling like this. If i tell this moment to any one out here, that am feeling homesick and i did not feel the same when i came here for the first time, people will definately direct me to a mental hospital or will simply declare me a freak. Today, it was my BTP submission, mmmm B. Tech Project submission. And now am a bit free, atleast free from the undue tension of doing something which i hated for the last four years, and hope will never do it again. Sometimes i feel it was the most st...