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Hey everyone!! I wish you all a very happy new year ...hope you all have a blast!! tacare cya
M happy today!!! :D :D
Hi These days am stuck at one more thing ie reading books by Paulo Coelho ...... and here are some of his qoutes which are close to my heart ..... The world lies in the hands of those who have the courage to dream and who take the risk of living out their dreams - each according to his or her own talent.(The Valkyries) We need to forget what we think we are, so that we can really become what we are. (The Zahir) There is always a right moment to stop everything. (Eleven Minutes) Finding something important in life does not mean that you must give up everything else. (Brida) The Universe always conspires to help dreamers.( By the river Piedra I sat down and wept) When you travel towards your objective, be sure to pay attention to the path. The path teaches us the best way to arrive.( The Pilgrimage) Waiting hurts. Forgetting hurts. But not knowing which decision to take is the worst of sufferings.( By the river Piedra I sat down and wept) The simplest things are the most extraordinary, a...
Hey These days there is one song that has captured my mind....my thoughts..hence also my blog :P It's from the latest movie of King Khan.... aakhon mei teri.... goes like this... ( आंखों में तेरी अजब सी अजब सी अदाएं है हू आंखों में तेरी अजब सी अजब सी अदाएं है दिल को बनादे जो पतंग सा से येह तेरी वोह हावैएँ है )… (२) आई ऐसे रात है जो भाहुत खुशनसीब है चाहे जिसे दूर से दुनिया वोह मेरे क़रीब है कितना कुछ कहना है फिर भी है दिल में सावाल है कहीं सपनो में जो रोज कहा है वोह फिर से कहूँ या नही आंखों में तेरी अजब सी अजब सी अदाएं है हू आंखों में तेरी अजब सी अजब सी अदाएं है दिल को बनादे जो पतंग सा से येह तेरी वोह हावैएँ है तेरे साथ साथ एषा कोई नूर आया है चांद तेरी रौशनी का हल्का सा एक साया है तेरी नज़रों ने दिल का किया जो हसर असर येह हुआ अब्ब इनमें ही डूब के हो जू पार एही है दुआ ( आंखों में तेरी अजब सी अजब सी अदाएं है हू आंखों में तेरी अजब सी अजब सी अदाएं है दिल को बनादे जो पतंग सा से येह तेरी वोह हावैएँ है )… (२) These days am going nuts over this song..... simply in love with it!! Hats off...
Hey It's after a long time that am writing.......may be if i say it's after a long time that am getting time to brood and pour my thoughts on a piece of paper....then it would be more apt. Anyways, if take a look on my last one month, many things happened, many of them changed my point of view, while mny changed the thoughts of my near and dear regarding me. Some of them forced people to re-frame my image in their minds while some enforced them to change themselves. Basically, it was a month of change. I can summarize my last one month as : Joined new office, new team, met many people. Met my family with a different identity( now i was independent). For the first time gifted someone with my own income. For the first time freaked out with friends without telling my family. :-P For the first time took decisions without asking ma-papa even for once. For the first time did things completely on my own! This one month showed me moments which i will never forget, gave me surprises wh...
Hi A way to fill this space..... I wish i could revert live those moments again which gave me the reason of being alive I wish i could know the days of future which might become the reason of living I wish i could grab the passing by seconds which make me understand the reason of my existence.
Hello everyone ... am back after a small gap!! Here is my new poem.... The thing I do the most I always forget to tell u How much do I hate The moments when am away from u I always remember the most The moments spent with u But I always dreamt Of spending my life with u. :)
Hi everyone am here back..after a break.....2de was one of the important days of my life...as it was the "first day" of my "first job" ! Yeah it was important and memorable one too!! as i had few experiences that i will never forget...... one of them could be used to prove my dumbness ( no doubts few people would love to do that) ..well never mind but indeed it was a remarkable experience....!! I have joined the company about which i did not have a single piece of knowledge and sometimes i do wonder what did they see in me..as they did not even take a technical interview of mine..just on basis of an HR interview offered me this job! Today am feeling "I'm the chosen one!!" cya hope to c soon with some real meat to write! :P
Thanks Arti, for tagging me....better say for making me update this space ;)... 1.Pick out a scar you have, and explain how you got it? Hardly any to pick... eerrr let me c again in the mirror.....yeah there is a small one on the right cheek.. not exactly a scar...but remanants of chicken pox ....c how sincere child i was :P ;). 2. What is on the walls in your room? Paint ;) .... and a wall clock and a calender! 3. What does your phone look like? A small metal piece with a cute screensaver on it! ( thts my pic ;) ) :P 4. What music do you listen to? Really depends on my mood...may be soft romantic...sometimes instrumental....may be sad melodies. 5. What is your current desktop picture? Picture of an angel (in blue color) wih black background....generally its either my pic...or my frns and family pics.... 6. What do you want more than anything right now? A talk with my cute lille angel...its loooong since we had a mid night talk.... ( absolutely gals talk : ;) ) .... 7. Do you believe i...
This is my first post as a graduate ( :P )....first from home....very soon i will be stepping into a new world.....the corporate world. Its almost a month, that am at home...after completing my college. during this time , i experienced many things which i never believed. These days showed me the difference, that comes in the behavior of people around you, the elders...now everyone looks up to you for your suggestion in each and every whether important or a small decision. Now your thinking process is significant in the eyes of the elders...and this is the difference which makes you believe "Yeah am a grown up...can decide things for myself, my family...and no doubt my family will show a respect to my decisions in life!" And believe me this belief....makes you stand tall when it comes to responsibilities and duties....works as a booster ...to build up one's confidence..to move ahead.... :) Well am lookind forward to life....lets see where it takes me...what the future has ...
Hi everyone I guess this is the last post from my college days, as now am leaving for my home after completing graduation ( hurray am a graduate now.... :P ). This moment am feeling nostalgic for the college, hostel and yeah the friends with whom i have spent all the good, bad, worst moments of these four golden years. And now it's time to say a goodbye to everyone, part off from everyone. People say it is the most difficult thing to leave but i feel it is more difficult to let someone leave you. But now this doesn't matter as it is really getting on my nerves to believe that this will be the last night out in the hostel, in my hostel room. I never knew that going from this place would be more difficult then living in this place. Every moment am feeling the pain, whatever am doing am doing for the last time, with the friends or alone. Today we celebrated birthday of one of my friends, and i was feeling the pain in the eyes of everyone, that soon we will not be able to see all t...
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Hey shona..... tumhe pata toh hoga, tumhi pe main fida hoon tumhe hai jabse chaaha, hawaaon mein udata hoon tumhi mere har pal mein, tum aaj mein, tum kal mein hey shona, hey shona, hey shona, hey shona.... tumhe pata toh hoga ke mere dil mein kya hai chalo kahe deti hoon, kabhi nahi jo kahaan hai tumhi mere har pal mein, tum aaj mein, tum kal mein hey shona, hey shona, hey shona, hey shona.... tum jo ghussa bhi karo toh mujhe pyaar lagata hai jaane kyun main toh jo bhi kahu tumhe ikraar lagata hai jaane kyun chhodo bhi ye ada, paas aake jara, baat dil ki koi keh do na hey shona, hey shona, hey shona, hey shona.... saari duniya ko chhodake maine chaaha hai ik tumhe maine jindagi se maanga hai toh sirf maanga hai ik tumhe abb isi chaah mein, abb isi raah mein, jindagibhar mere tum ho na hey shona, hey shona, hey shona, hey shona.... tumhe pata toh hoga, tumhi pe main fida hoon tumhe hai jabse chaaha, hawaaon mein udata hoon tumhi mere har pal mein, tum aaj mein, tum kal mei...
What am I supposed to do? As a student am supposed to study as my exams are goin .....! Being a final year student, am supposed to enjoy the very few days left in college with a zeal and max fun! As a daughter, am supposed to be the fresh wind for the family. As a sis, am supposed to be understanding. As a girl fren, am supposed to be loyal and dedicated. As a gud fren, am supposed to be, to be just myself. So which is the best job?? I guess " to be just myself…..follow my heart ". What u ppl say? By saying so am not demeaning the rest of the things and the roles one has to play in life, but yeah why doesn't each one want the same “just be yourself and live the life”. This thing clicked my mind, when few minutes back, I under certain circumstances asked my cute l'lle angel "What do u think….what am I supposed to do??" She closed her eyes for a moment and simply replied "Follow your heart and nothing else!!" . Everyone tries to...
Hey frens .... Today i gave the last viva of my life. It was the project viva.... and much much better than expected. (Thank GOD!!! :D ). I guess this was the best viva i have ever given after joining this college of mine. Well, this time i again tried my hands ....on prose ( or poetry.....??? dunn know what to call it? ). It's a very kiddish one and is here ........... Seconds are running in my clock leaving every moment me in a shock rising high, are the birds who lost their ways like the nerds still want to grab everything as if will be left with nothing once strangers, now good friens missed will be the ones all the shadows, all the sun inspite of odds, with whom i had fun. :-) This is for the few but very good friends of mine, the friendship with whom i will cherish life long.Thanks for being there with me....in all odds, in all evens.
Only few more days....... The countdown has begun.... It's all over now......and in a few days everything will vanish!!! People suggest to move on, as one has to live life ....but the going is getting tougher....as the time og leaving is approaching. Few moments back when i was talking to one of my school friends, i wanted to leave this place as soon as possible, but then when i was roaming in the campus with my college friends, i wanted the time to pause. It is strange, but i can't help it. Am feeling like this. If i tell this moment to any one out here, that am feeling homesick and i did not feel the same when i came here for the first time, people will definately direct me to a mental hospital or will simply declare me a freak. Today, it was my BTP submission, mmmm B. Tech Project submission. And now am a bit free, atleast free from the undue tension of doing something which i hated for the last four years, and hope will never do it again. Sometimes i feel it was the most st...
4 years in IT.....!!! In some of my course during school, i read that life is divided into four parts or ashramas ........ according to the indian tradition....each one having its own cause and pros......In the similar fashion, i feel that the four years of B Tech (ooops...sorry Bachelaor of Technology, degree that am supposed to get.... ) resemble more or less the 4 ashramas... Each year somewhere represent each ashram.....Am a fourth year student.... ( thats means am in the last stage ..... acc to the system of ashramas... :-P ). Still remember the day when i entered this institute..... college ....and was introduced to just seniors.... as " Moms " and " baaps " !!! and then was told the name of my " Tech mom " ....wow man!!! I had new mom... ;-) When i told all this to my mom...( my genetic mother..) she laughed as if i cracked some joke before her. But in the course of time, I myself learnt it all....calling the very seniors as " maa " and ...
H A P P Y H O L I A very happy holi to all of u ..... may this festival of colors add colors of happiness and joy to everyone's life and erase all the unhappy parts. Well as this is colorful festival, so my post is again dedicated to these colors only .... recently i recieved a sms from one of my friends greeting me holi wishes..... explaining the importance of each color in life and it's wishes .... like Blue for the vastness of the sky ....... red for the dynamic and happening life, green for the life...green trees and yellow the freshness of flowers. Wow!! colors describe the feelings so well, infact represent them fantastically. And add beauty to life. If for an instance we imagine, life without colors.... My GOD!! it would have been terrible, coz then we would be having only two things either white or black. Can we imagine sun to be black ?? or the flowing river to be white?? Even if we could, then life would have been a real torture to face or better say a punishment. Acc...

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They say am a ...... You Are a White Flower A white flower tends to represent purity, simple beauty, and modesty. At times, you are dignified like a magnolia. And at other times, you represent great ecstasy, like a white orchid. And more than you wish, you're a little boastful, like a white hydrangea . What Color Flower Are You?
This time again i tried my hands on some poetry stuff ...i dunn know if i can categorise it as a piece of poetry ....but whatever be it, its straight from my heart :-) Many times I sit n think Will u ever come to see me if I dunn Will u ever talk to me if I dunn Will u ever care for me if I dunn Will u ever think of me if I dunn Then I remember ur eyes And am assured Whatever happens whatever I do U will always be my side Will always be with me Many times I sit n think Will we ever roam like this once part off Will we ever freak out once get busy Will we ever have ever serious discussions once set off Will we ever have stupid talks once moved ahead Then I remember ur words And am assured Wherever we go wherever we be May be away in miles Will always be close in the hearts.
In the last few days .. am working on few of my relations ..trying hard to make them the best. I dont know whether i was successful but surely this made me learn a lot. Many things that i myself assumed to be the correct were simply wrong.These days introduced me to new areas of life....new aspects and now when am preparing myself to agree with everything am getting back to my originality, as if till now was trying to live a dual life. Dual life...not really but ya something which is far away from my own personality. And now i simply want to live my own life...which i was supposed to live since birth but never led that ways. Now i want to be more specific....wrt many things ...may be the way of living ...or carrying my own personality....or may be with the relations and people around me. But what ever be it , one thing is for sure that this will certainly restrict my nature, once again leading me to live on new terms of life. I just hope that after days when again i will sit and intros...
Teen wala Tag! Ok Aarti , am doing the job as per u asked me to.... Three things that scare me: See someone real close in tears. chaos Cats :P Three people who make me laugh: My family My cute little angel My going to be better-half. Three things I love: Smiles on faces of people I love Spending time with them My scoot. Three things I hate: Lies & hypocracy Cheating Making fun of needy. Three things I don’t understand: Why do we need to complete so many formalities that make our life miserable? Why can't we understand our loved ones completely? Why do we expect?! Three things on my desk: Laptop Cellphone Snap of we two. Three things I’m doing right now: Retrospecting Thinking Typing Three things I want to do before I die: See my family & friends, happy & contented Go to the poles once with him. Spread smiles. Three things I can do: Smile Talk as well as LISTEN Understand Three things you should listen to: Music Your ownself Your family and friends. Three ...
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These days a song has captured my playlist and is...... "Loneliness Knows Me By Name" Loneliness is always looking for a friend It found me once and it has been around since then Loneliness is never waiting by the door It sweeps right through and it will never be ignored Why, why was I chosen? Why am I left without? The love of my life, the love that I need The love that they say is in life for free The love of dreams, the love that I want Loneliness knows me by name Loneliness knows everything I keep inside My endless thought in the silence of the night Loneliness is the one who made me see Ain't nobody else who can make a change but me Why, why was I chosen? Why am I left without? Although i don't have any reason to feel like this, but the lyrics of this song touched my heart and i simply fell in love with it. Once again hats off to westlife!!!
Maturity vs Age Well many of u might find this a weird topic, but i do feel it as important as sleep. We all must have listened old people saying "Maturity comes with the age" , but is it actually the truth...?? I dont agree with this, coz i think maturity comes with sensibility and the capability of a mind to percieve and do the right thing at the right time and place.Just for an example many times we find a child of an age of 9 or 10 , someone from a family who have seen the realities of life to be more practical and mature than a grown up from rich family.in such a situation this kinda thumb rules will definately crash and lead to a wrong conclusion. Still we do obey them in the walk of life. I agree with the fact that experience is the key of maturity , of course comes with age, time .... still a child can happen to be more mature than his elders.Here the question comes....why are few people more mature than another person of the same age group...?? Is it coz of their fam...
Life takes so many different paths , that sometimes the known also appears to be the unknown. And our mind thinks that it's a new vibe of the nature to trap us. Unfortunately, the nature is misunderstood and blamed for long for these stupid acts of mind. It goes the same way as in a cruise. We can never identify the correct way untill and unless there is a light house or the pole star directing towards the right. In the same way one also needs a light to lit up the way and fade away the darkness leaving the beautiful path to be tracked, and this is the light of trust of a companion, a person who tracks your way till the end, ensuring that nothing goes wrong. Although we know that companion, share our dreams with that and no doubt respect most. Still there are moments when we neglect him completely, ignoring his blessings infact blaming the same for the darkness prevailing in our surroundings and completely denying one's own fault. But is it right?? Blaming the same person who i...