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Only few more days.......

The countdown has begun....

It's all over now......and in a few days everything will vanish!!!

People suggest to move on, as one has to live life ....but the going is getting tougher....as the time og leaving is approaching. Few moments back when i was talking to one of my school friends, i wanted to leave this place as soon as possible, but then when i was roaming in the campus with my college friends, i wanted the time to pause. It is strange, but i can't help it. Am feeling like this. If i tell this moment to any one out here, that am feeling homesick and i did not feel the same when i came here for the first time, people will definately direct me to a mental hospital or will simply declare me a freak.
Today, it was my BTP submission, mmmm B. Tech Project submission. And now am a bit free, atleast free from the undue tension of doing something which i hated for the last four years, and hope will never do it again. Sometimes i feel it was the most stupid decision of life to choose technical stream, but then i think i was the luckiest one to meet so many beautiful but different people at a go. These four years make me learn the things which i never thought of, specially doing something, waking up all the night for doing something that you hate the most. Wow!! Again am doing the same...cribbing for things which i hate the most :P
Soon i'll be entering into a professional career, will i get a chance of playing solitaire like the way i play here? I guess never. Am anxious to join it, but on the same front am apprehensive about it.
In a few days, everything will be a memory, infact then i would to need to retrieve things from the mind, yeah this was so and that was so. And as the time will pass, they will get faint, few might get deleted, some might get mixed up as a chaos. But i wish them to be green always....all of them?? Dunn know, some are too good to be cherished, while some are to bad to be remembered. But i heard somewhere, memories are always meant to be cherished, whether good or bad!! It's becoming a puzzle having solution only with time. So better leave it on time!! :-)
But one thing i believe in is "Memories get better with time just like an old wine" .

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