My world My life

Its almost over one silver jubilee since i came in to this world, over four years since i completed my studies, over one and a half year since i got married, over 3 months since am jobless; and in this duration hell lot of things have happened that have changed my notions, changed my reservations, changed me up to an extent that sometimes people refuse to recognize me, and still its changing me. Sometimes i ponder over what i wished when i was a kid, and what am i today. We all have some belief, some dreams and some habits, which may or may not be liked, which may or may not be accepted by people around us, still we follow them from the depth of our heart. May be this is what that makes us unique. We rarely give a thought to what one feels in his/her shoes, seldom feel what one feels in his/her shoes, but always crib on what other person is doing irrespective of what we are doing. Why is it so? I don't understand why people become so indifferent, insensitive to others. They just th...

Some time ago i read somewhere, " We put walls around our heart, not just to be safe from the hurt, but to find who cares enough to break them down" So true it is ....but in real world nobody will ever care enough to break them down except you yourself. As in today's world even your beloved would expect you to tell him/her instead you let him/her understand you ....as in any case first part is easier and he/she has to do less exercise ....after all itna time kiske paas hai ?? ;) Was just wondering, how mean have we become ...in today's world even parents ask return for the care and love they gave you when you were small .....as if whatever they did for their children was keeping the fact in mind ...if i brought him 500 rupee watch when he was 5 year old then he should gift me worth 50k when i will be 50!!!! Damn it man .... What i feel is , in many sense the way society grows is better in western culture rather than what we have in indian culture..... atleast there ...

After some long discussions with parents, brother and friends .....and sometimes with myself too, finally i have resigned from my first job! First job ......is more like a first love....you can never forget it, neither you can get over it ever. Though i don't leave a single moment to curse my employer (like every employee does) but still i love it the most. May be its coz of all the things that i have learnt while working here. It has groomed me from a mere bachelor (a college pass out) into a pure professional. It imbibed the maturiy level into me, by providing me various oppurtunities that i myself have had never taken if i was not forced to! So thanks to the people out there ......with some of whom i have made very good friends ...while some were not very good friends. From all these, i got to earn a lot, i got to learn how to draw a line between personal and professional life; i got to learn how to say "No" to things that you don't wish to work upon and to peop...

What to do when one is tired of being oneself?? Yeah, am tired of myself, of my life and of my lifestyle. I never wanted to be a mechanical robot who is always given each and every instruction by someone else. But today am one of those mechanical bodies only, who has no wish list, no dreams,no charm and more over no enthusiasm. It all ended a long back ...when life tried to take over me. And after a long and tiresome conflict, it has finally taken over me and myself. Though it never challenged me openly instead took the path of silent killing, and unknowingly i fall into the trap. And today when i could realize the trap, its already too late to react. Now the only way to escape from here is to live with it. Wooh that's the Irony of Life!!! PS: This has nothing to do with anyone's life or my life, is purely fiction, just based on the jist of today's culture and lifestyle!

Wish you all a very happy new year! :)

9 more days to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its July again! and another month gone by.....! Well am not sure of being happy or sad....happy as time flying away as am about to enter a new life.... sad as am about to leave some very good friends ....! So basically once again am confused ....! :P :D One thing is for sure, this month has got some problems with me ....not July 2009 but "July" .... coz in the last few years ....this month has met me with a few accidents ....having impact only and only on my leg! :P Would like to give the credit of the same to something called "Luck". :)