My world My life

A few months back, i went on a trip to hill side. There were two motives behind the trip a) Spend quality time with nature b) Social media detox On the trip, in the lap of nature, casually clicked a pic At that moment, with nothing in mind, i captioned this as " Web of life "; hardly i knew anything that this will actually become essence of moment few months down the line.  Today, life has become so complicated, if every relation is considered to be a string of the web, then everything gets linked with other. So if we try to pull one string, then other one automatically gets strained. Tension in one will induce tension in other strings! Which effectively means, you can not sort out one at a time. You have to work upon all simultaneously, else otherwise you have to keep a close check on every string which is for sure demanding stuff.  Sometimes, being connected with everything is awesome; while in strained situation, its definitely one of the worst thing...

Main udna chahta hoon, daudna chahta hoon, girna bhi chahta hoon … bus rukna nahi chahta.... Can you guess this dialogue ? Am sure yes you can ! Bunny (from YJHD) says this!  YJHD happens to be one of those movies with whose storyline i could connect the most in recent times! Dunn worry am neither Naina nor Bunny, but yes somewhere a part of me relates to both of them.  When i used to watch this movie (don't even remember the number of times i have seen it, despite of the fact that i distaste Ranbir Kapoor); i liked this dialogue of Bunny but could never relate to it.  Today, out of the blues i can feel it! Coz somewhere i have also started thinking like this. I just want to be busy, do every single thing in life, except stopping at a place! Want this time to run as fast as it can and it never stops !  Am not scared of falling, but definitely scared of stopping at a place for long!  PS: Random thoughts! Purely fictional and no relation to anything...

After roaming across the entire nation, finally am here in the city of the dreams! I have worked in Delhi, Gurgaon, Noida, Kolkata, Gurgaon, Pune and now Mumbai (in order of workplaces)! Finally, i have got the place which i can call mine (atleast for sometime), got my bed to sleep in and a breather post all the shifting fuss. A few days back , my angel (who herself is a mother of another cute li'l angel) asked me "Whats new?" I was like "Everything babes!! There is nothing old here, except me :P" . So we had our own joke! Anyways, on a serious note, after staying in so many cities, am yet to catch up with life of Mumbai. Still struggling with the culture of city. Mumbai is for sure the only cosmopolitan city India has (if it can be called so); and has got its own way of dealing with everything. And am trying to learn it all. Hope someday, i will be able to say, Aamchi Mumbai! or Mumbai meri jaan! :) ciao Got to get back to work in this running city! ...

Though it happens to be the first post of the year 2017, am starting the post with birthday wishes for Ms P , and not New year wishes! :P Hopefully will write something here soon! 

There are days when despite of everything going fine, as per your plan, still you dont feel at peace. It appears that some minute but important part is missing from day to day life, which you are unable to figure out. Even the most favourite songs of yours don't please you; your favourite dessert doesn't make you happy or speaking to the best of people does not make you content. This is one such a day for me! Day when am not in my soul, even the book of my fav author doesn't appear interesting (though i wanted to read it since the day it was published). Something is wrong, terribly WROGN! This year , year 2016 has been a year of closing old ties and starting new life afresh, both on personal and professional front. Yes, i have resigned from job. Sometimes, it appears am no less than a weirdo! When am fond of something, i accept it with all the faults, even if it is breaking me from inside; and then suddenly one fine day, i despise it completely. Upto an extent that don...

Read some where, " God gives the toughest battles to the best of his soldiers " and this single line definitely was a morale boost for someone like me when i was going thru the worst.  While i was going thru a constant battle between love and self respect; battle between social stigma and individual space; between being selfless and selfish; or maybe between being happy and being content; this simple yet strong thought gave me strength to become selfish enough to save Self respect and individuality and stand alone, fight for the correct than succumbing to the stupid social stigma of loosing self respect in the name of being loved! It was definitely one of the most encouraging thoughts that caught my attention even in the state of despair and acute depression. And helped me to regain the lost confidence and bounce back with an impact! Today, when i look back on the journey, feel proud of myself, though still not sure how did i get through all; but yes, learnt the most imp...