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Hey
It's after a long time that am writing.......may be if i say it's after a long time that am getting time to brood and pour my thoughts on a piece of paper....then it would be more apt.
Anyways, if take a look on my last one month, many things happened, many of them changed my point of view, while mny changed the thoughts of my near and dear regarding me. Some of them forced people to re-frame my image in their minds while some enforced them to change themselves. Basically, it was a month of change.
I can summarize my last one month as :
Joined new office, new team, met many people.
Met my family with a different identity( now i was independent).
For the first time gifted someone with my own income.
For the first time freaked out with friends without telling my family. :-P
For the first time took decisions without asking ma-papa even for once.
For the first time did things completely on my own!

This one month showed me moments which i will never forget, gave me surprises which i could never imagine even in my dreams. Some cute things which made me believe "Yeah, i have got some importance in other's life..... people are affected by my acts and of course i have got a high place...in life of few that they will do anything for me" ...... n believe me this very feeling simply brought me into this very world from my shell..... yeah my shell where i used to hide myself.... so that no one could identify with me! (Yeah no doubts this is for the first time am admittin something publically.... which was known only to my cute little angel....the only person....)
Of course, went to my college ....tried to grab the lost four years in three days.....simply wanted to go to my roots... but unfortunately couldnt find any......why it happens so.....it's such a strange feeling...that we all go through......of loosing our things which were a part of life once and now only memories are left. But yeah i could have some more memories.... celebrated the birthday of my cute li'lle angel , the smile which i could read in her eyes....filled me with the enthusiasm....that i forgot all the hectic schedule and drove for more than 2 hours in the clumsy traffic of Varanasi!
It was great indeed...no doubts!

I wish every year i will able to have same time with same people, no matter how it will be...but yeah i need that badly!!

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