Year 2016
First post of the year !
Well hope everyone having a galla time and have a fantastic year ahead. I wish the same for myself too.
Though no such updates on my part, but suddenly everyone has started worrying about me a lot. Sometimes i wonder, people around me are much more concerned about my life than myself. Whenever something like this happened earlier, it used to raise an alarm for me; but this time this is appearing so mundane, that it has started irking me with no proper reason.
Well i have been like this, someone who doesn't like to be center of attraction, and somehow end up with the same only every time, everyplace. There was a time, when i started hating the things, and now they do not even affect me. Now, it hardly makes any difference to my day if someone is talking about me behind my back or in front of me. And the icing on the cake, i do not even acknowledge the facts and ignore. When random people do this, i do not bother, but when my near and dear ones do this, it irks. It irks not because they question, it irks because i do not want to share. Wondering why i do not want them to discuss my own life even with me.
This is weird. Like always, coz i am weirdo!
I feel irritated when someone asks me how am i doing ? Reason - do not know.
I feel irritated when someone calls me. Reason - do not know.
I feel lost when someone checks on me. Reason - i want to be lost in my own world. Alas, can't make anyone understand it.
A decade back, i used to be a closed shell. Having only one inlet and no outlet to the world ; like a black hole. And wondering am i going back to it ?
Well hope everyone having a galla time and have a fantastic year ahead. I wish the same for myself too.
Though no such updates on my part, but suddenly everyone has started worrying about me a lot. Sometimes i wonder, people around me are much more concerned about my life than myself. Whenever something like this happened earlier, it used to raise an alarm for me; but this time this is appearing so mundane, that it has started irking me with no proper reason.
Well i have been like this, someone who doesn't like to be center of attraction, and somehow end up with the same only every time, everyplace. There was a time, when i started hating the things, and now they do not even affect me. Now, it hardly makes any difference to my day if someone is talking about me behind my back or in front of me. And the icing on the cake, i do not even acknowledge the facts and ignore. When random people do this, i do not bother, but when my near and dear ones do this, it irks. It irks not because they question, it irks because i do not want to share. Wondering why i do not want them to discuss my own life even with me.
This is weird. Like always, coz i am weirdo!
I feel irritated when someone asks me how am i doing ? Reason - do not know.
I feel irritated when someone calls me. Reason - do not know.
I feel lost when someone checks on me. Reason - i want to be lost in my own world. Alas, can't make anyone understand it.
A decade back, i used to be a closed shell. Having only one inlet and no outlet to the world ; like a black hole. And wondering am i going back to it ?
