Hi everyone I guess this is the last post from my college days, as now am leaving for my home after completing graduation ( hurray am a graduate now.... :P ). This moment am feeling nostalgic for the college, hostel and yeah the friends with whom i have spent all the good, bad, worst moments of these four golden years. And now it's time to say a goodbye to everyone, part off from everyone. People say it is the most difficult thing to leave but i feel it is more difficult to let someone leave you. But now this doesn't matter as it is really getting on my nerves to believe that this will be the last night out in the hostel, in my hostel room. I never knew that going from this place would be more difficult then living in this place. Every moment am feeling the pain, whatever am doing am doing for the last time, with the friends or alone. Today we celebrated birthday of one of my friends, and i was feeling the pain in the eyes of everyone, that soon we will not be able to see all t...
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Hey shona..... tumhe pata toh hoga, tumhi pe main fida hoon tumhe hai jabse chaaha, hawaaon mein udata hoon tumhi mere har pal mein, tum aaj mein, tum kal mein hey shona, hey shona, hey shona, hey shona.... tumhe pata toh hoga ke mere dil mein kya hai chalo kahe deti hoon, kabhi nahi jo kahaan hai tumhi mere har pal mein, tum aaj mein, tum kal mein hey shona, hey shona, hey shona, hey shona.... tum jo ghussa bhi karo toh mujhe pyaar lagata hai jaane kyun main toh jo bhi kahu tumhe ikraar lagata hai jaane kyun chhodo bhi ye ada, paas aake jara, baat dil ki koi keh do na hey shona, hey shona, hey shona, hey shona.... saari duniya ko chhodake maine chaaha hai ik tumhe maine jindagi se maanga hai toh sirf maanga hai ik tumhe abb isi chaah mein, abb isi raah mein, jindagibhar mere tum ho na hey shona, hey shona, hey shona, hey shona.... tumhe pata toh hoga, tumhi pe main fida hoon tumhe hai jabse chaaha, hawaaon mein udata hoon tumhi mere har pal mein, tum aaj mein, tum kal mei...
What am I supposed to do? As a student am supposed to study as my exams are goin .....! Being a final year student, am supposed to enjoy the very few days left in college with a zeal and max fun! As a daughter, am supposed to be the fresh wind for the family. As a sis, am supposed to be understanding. As a girl fren, am supposed to be loyal and dedicated. As a gud fren, am supposed to be, to be just myself. So which is the best job?? I guess " to be just myself…..follow my heart ". What u ppl say? By saying so am not demeaning the rest of the things and the roles one has to play in life, but yeah why doesn't each one want the same “just be yourself and live the life”. This thing clicked my mind, when few minutes back, I under certain circumstances asked my cute l'lle angel "What do u think….what am I supposed to do??" She closed her eyes for a moment and simply replied "Follow your heart and nothing else!!" . Everyone tries to...
Hey frens .... Today i gave the last viva of my life. It was the project viva.... and much much better than expected. (Thank GOD!!! :D ). I guess this was the best viva i have ever given after joining this college of mine. Well, this time i again tried my hands ....on prose ( or poetry.....??? dunn know what to call it? ). It's a very kiddish one and is here ........... Seconds are running in my clock leaving every moment me in a shock rising high, are the birds who lost their ways like the nerds still want to grab everything as if will be left with nothing once strangers, now good friens missed will be the ones all the shadows, all the sun inspite of odds, with whom i had fun. :-) This is for the few but very good friends of mine, the friendship with whom i will cherish life long.Thanks for being there with me....in all odds, in all evens.
Only few more days....... The countdown has begun.... It's all over now......and in a few days everything will vanish!!! People suggest to move on, as one has to live life ....but the going is getting tougher....as the time og leaving is approaching. Few moments back when i was talking to one of my school friends, i wanted to leave this place as soon as possible, but then when i was roaming in the campus with my college friends, i wanted the time to pause. It is strange, but i can't help it. Am feeling like this. If i tell this moment to any one out here, that am feeling homesick and i did not feel the same when i came here for the first time, people will definately direct me to a mental hospital or will simply declare me a freak. Today, it was my BTP submission, mmmm B. Tech Project submission. And now am a bit free, atleast free from the undue tension of doing something which i hated for the last four years, and hope will never do it again. Sometimes i feel it was the most st...
4 years in IT.....!!! In some of my course during school, i read that life is divided into four parts or ashramas ........ according to the indian tradition....each one having its own cause and pros......In the similar fashion, i feel that the four years of B Tech (ooops...sorry Bachelaor of Technology, degree that am supposed to get.... ) resemble more or less the 4 ashramas... Each year somewhere represent each ashram.....Am a fourth year student.... ( thats means am in the last stage ..... acc to the system of ashramas... :-P ). Still remember the day when i entered this institute..... college ....and was introduced to just seniors.... as " Moms " and " baaps " !!! and then was told the name of my " Tech mom " ....wow man!!! I had new mom... ;-) When i told all this to my mom...( my genetic mother..) she laughed as if i cracked some joke before her. But in the course of time, I myself learnt it all....calling the very seniors as " maa " and ...
H A P P Y H O L I A very happy holi to all of u ..... may this festival of colors add colors of happiness and joy to everyone's life and erase all the unhappy parts. Well as this is colorful festival, so my post is again dedicated to these colors only .... recently i recieved a sms from one of my friends greeting me holi wishes..... explaining the importance of each color in life and it's wishes .... like Blue for the vastness of the sky ....... red for the dynamic and happening life, green for the life...green trees and yellow the freshness of flowers. Wow!! colors describe the feelings so well, infact represent them fantastically. And add beauty to life. If for an instance we imagine, life without colors.... My GOD!! it would have been terrible, coz then we would be having only two things either white or black. Can we imagine sun to be black ?? or the flowing river to be white?? Even if we could, then life would have been a real torture to face or better say a punishment. Acc...