Countdown has begun ..... 3 more days to go !! Well this was one of the sms which i received in the morning from one of my friends. Damn it man, people are more excited than what i am, when am not at all excited for the D-day! .... Doesn't it sound weird that am not at all happy or excited about the most important day of my life, my parents life? But yeah it is so.... once again i dunn know why...! I just expect if anyone in this world can simply delete it all from the calender forever...which i know is not possible .... even if i try to forget it, ignore it.... people will keep on reminding me with these "cute" sms ( they were really "cute" and most awaited till last year.... :P but are not cute and awaited this year....) Keeping my fingers crossed, don't want any more surprises....just want to live the "D-Day" in the most simplest possible way just like any other day! I hope this wish of mine will be granted! What you say ?
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Hey Something new on my playlist :D I m in love with this song .....and its singer "Atif Aslam" ;-) The song can be heard at Bakhuda tumheen ho होऊ… हो हो हो.. होऊ… तू ही एहसासों में, तू ही जज्बातों में, तू ही लाम्हातों में, तू ही दिन रातों में.. बाखुदा तुम्ही हो, हर जगह तुम्ही हो, हाँ में देखू जहाँ जब, उस जगह तुम्ही हो, यह जहाँ तुम्ही हो, वो जहाँ तुम्ही हो, इस ज़मीन से फलक के, दर्मियान्..तुम्ही हो, तुम ही हो, बेशुमार,तुम ही हो.. तुम ही हो, मुझ में हाँ,तुम ही हो.. तुम ही हो.. होऊ…. कैसे बताये तुम्हे, और किस तरह यह, कितना तुम्हे हम चाहते है, साया भी तेरा दिखे, तो पास जाके, उसमें सिमट हम जाते है, रास्ता तुम ही हो,रहनुमा तुम ही हो, जिसकी ख्वाहिश है हमको, वो पनाह तुम ही हो, तुम ही हो, बेशुमार,तुम ही हो.. तुम ही हो, मुझ में हाँ,तुम ही हो.. तू ही एहसासों में, तू ही जज्बातों में, तू ही लाम्हातों में, तू ही दिन रातों में.. कैसे बताये तुम्हे, शब् में तुम्हारे, ख्वाब हसीं जो आते है, कैसे बताये तुम्हे, लफ्ज़ वो सारे, जिस्म को जो महकते है इफ्तिदा तुम ही हो इन्तेहाँ तुम ही हो तुम हो जीने...
According to Bejaan Daruwaala...who is my room partener's favourite ...."This month of June and the next month ie July are of great importance in my Life. Things will happen in my life which will transform the social, professional and personal Life drastically and will lead me to a new phase." I couldn't understand it much....as there is nothing which will start now or which i am expecting to take place except a few things which actually got delayed . So am just hoping for best and keeping my fingers crossed! :)
Hey I wrote this some months back.....just scribbling here.... I never wanted to be as I am I even know u also dunn wanna that Still I will be as I am Coz I dunn wanna change that The only identity I have Is coz what I am Even all the love I have Is coz of what I am Still you wanna some changes in me I also wanna those changes I dunn know what is in me That resists those changes Changes or compromises Or your wishes what I can call them It’s all in my mind Its all in my heart… My love , your love Our love!
Sometimes i sit and think, what am i doing ....with myself , my life...? Is this the thing that i craved for....living alone, away from every loved one..but that doesnt mean that am regretting on my decision of shifting to a strange city.....as now am in love with this city....I simply fall in love almost every day with this city..which ofcourse took me away from my beloved, friends and family...still i love it! Infact everyday this love is increasing and everyday i feel more attached to it.Yeah when am full of roaming through the city i feel the lightness inspite of the choking pollution which was the first gift i got as i entered this city....this city ...the heart of the country...yeah our capital city " New Delhi " .....yaan " apni saadi dilli " :)I never thought that i will ever feel attached or miss the city i have lived in, before i came here..but today i miss it, as soon as i step out of it! That's a bit strange.....as i have started loving it more than ...