....And Finally!!
...And Finally the D-day is about to be here. Countdown is in single digits now...soon it will be The D-Day!
Am happy or sad ?
I think am both happy and sad; excited and nervous; anxious and apprehensive! :|
Life's completing a full circle, and may be the role of this place is over in it now. Guess, do not want the role of few people to be over in my life ever. I want them to be the same ways always..till my last breath. People, who are an integral part of me; with whom am leaving a part of myself behind, here in Gurgaon.
Few days back, during one of our conversations, i told her about the crazy group of colleagues turned friends i have at work; and how am i going to miss them in my next assignment. She simply asked, "You will miss only them?" And it stroked the chord.
I turned to her,and firmly told, "Yes". And she went pale.
Few moments later, there was an epic line (my favorite one too), "You miss only those whom you tend to forget; and there are people, whom you can never forget. You can never forget them; because these people are a part of your life and make your family! And you are one of them, so i will never miss you." Following this, there was silence, a long long silence. Silence, which was peaceful; and we did not require any conversation. We walked for a while; both going through a turmoil. Both wanted to grab each and every second and make it the best one; to be remembered forever; as neither of us knew, when will we get the next chance to do the things like now. Both aware of what the other one was thinking, still making sure there should not be any tears this time at the moment of goodbye. Neither of us wanted to remember the best times spent together, as none wanted to make the things dramatic. Right now here, while writing it down, i have tears rolling down my cheeks; feeling happy and sad at the same time. Rarely you meet people, with whom the most difficult part is to say a goodbye to; knowing the fact, that you do not even know when will you be able to see each other next. Still you say a goodbye with a smile; while you are crying deep down in your heart.
She is a friend, a family
someone i can rely on
someone with whom i can share all my fears
someone with whom i can share my heart
someone whom i know will do anything to bring that smile on my face
someone who showed me what it feels to be a kid and a grown up at the same time
someone who has been my strength all the times i was shattered
someone who calmed down me when lost myself
someone who helped me finding myself
someone who shuts me up, when i utter rubbish
someone who feels proud to be with me
someone who guides me like a teacher
someone who pampers me like a sister
someone who cares for me like a mother
someone who cheers me up like a kid
someone who understands my silence
She is a gem of a person, a rare species of her kind.
and am glad God gave me second chance to be with her, and appreciate her presence in my life.
After she left, i sent a text to her, what she wanted to hear; "I will miss you" :)
And once again, i could not tell in my voice; what i felt. May be with some people, words are just not required.
Am happy or sad ?
I think am both happy and sad; excited and nervous; anxious and apprehensive! :|
Life's completing a full circle, and may be the role of this place is over in it now. Guess, do not want the role of few people to be over in my life ever. I want them to be the same ways always..till my last breath. People, who are an integral part of me; with whom am leaving a part of myself behind, here in Gurgaon.
Few days back, during one of our conversations, i told her about the crazy group of colleagues turned friends i have at work; and how am i going to miss them in my next assignment. She simply asked, "You will miss only them?" And it stroked the chord.
I turned to her,and firmly told, "Yes". And she went pale.
Few moments later, there was an epic line (my favorite one too), "You miss only those whom you tend to forget; and there are people, whom you can never forget. You can never forget them; because these people are a part of your life and make your family! And you are one of them, so i will never miss you." Following this, there was silence, a long long silence. Silence, which was peaceful; and we did not require any conversation. We walked for a while; both going through a turmoil. Both wanted to grab each and every second and make it the best one; to be remembered forever; as neither of us knew, when will we get the next chance to do the things like now. Both aware of what the other one was thinking, still making sure there should not be any tears this time at the moment of goodbye. Neither of us wanted to remember the best times spent together, as none wanted to make the things dramatic. Right now here, while writing it down, i have tears rolling down my cheeks; feeling happy and sad at the same time. Rarely you meet people, with whom the most difficult part is to say a goodbye to; knowing the fact, that you do not even know when will you be able to see each other next. Still you say a goodbye with a smile; while you are crying deep down in your heart.
She is a friend, a family
someone i can rely on
someone with whom i can share all my fears
someone with whom i can share my heart
someone whom i know will do anything to bring that smile on my face
someone who showed me what it feels to be a kid and a grown up at the same time
someone who has been my strength all the times i was shattered
someone who calmed down me when lost myself
someone who helped me finding myself
someone who shuts me up, when i utter rubbish
someone who feels proud to be with me
someone who guides me like a teacher
someone who pampers me like a sister
someone who cares for me like a mother
someone who cheers me up like a kid
someone who understands my silence
She is a gem of a person, a rare species of her kind.
and am glad God gave me second chance to be with her, and appreciate her presence in my life.
After she left, i sent a text to her, what she wanted to hear; "I will miss you" :)
And once again, i could not tell in my voice; what i felt. May be with some people, words are just not required.
